So I’m back at school now. I realized that I’ve been quiet for the past few however long. Why is this? Boy. Blame him. He’s been disctracting me quite a lot lately. So much so that I didn’t even get everything packed when I wanted to so that moving back to school would be easier. But oh well.

I’ve been “home” for 3 days now and everything is just as I thought it would be. All of the drama that I thought people would get over because they realized that they were adults has just been drudged up again. Whoo. I wasn’t even back for 6 hours when I realized just how bad this year was going to be if I was going to try to keep the same friends. It really does make me sad but I’ve cried enough about this already so I’m just going to become a bigger person and try to ignore it. I’ve addressed these problems before and all I got was, “YOU’RE A BIG MEANIE STUPID HEAD! GO AWAY!!!!!!1111oneonetwo” so now I’m just going to get over it. Hmmph.

Although, it feels like I’m losing a lot of friends lately. After I started dating Boy, half of my summer friends decided that I shouldn’t be invited to anything ever again. I’ve always been told the people who matter will stick around no matter what and the ones who don’t really matter will be the ones who leave.

And having a boyfriend who lives 2 hours away is tough. Don’t know if you knew that or not but it is. I like him a lot and he likes me a lot too. I really think we can make this work. I have faith in us. I really do. The future will not be easy for us. The only times we will get to see each other is on the weekends and breaks. After that, if we look to the future, I hope to get an internship next summer abroad. After that I hope to have a job that’s not here and he will still have another year of school. We can do it though. I have faith in him. I feel like he will be important to me.

Although I did find out why his ex girlfriend was being so crazy. It made a lot of sense. I think she’s done now though. I hope she’s done now. She moved up to the same town that Boy goes to school in and that makes me nervous. I don’t know what she might do. Friends have told me though that the only reason why she moved was because she thought she still had a chance with him. I’m have faith in him. I trust him not to make any stupid decisions because he’s a smart boy. That and I threatened to publicly castrate him and then emotionally and socially destroy him. I hope those will be enough for him to not make any stupid choices.

I’m all about people making smart choices. A lot of people that I know lately have been making dumb ones. I’ve constantly told a friend in the past week to make smart choices. She’s doing a pretty good job so far. I like to think that I’ve been making smart choices lately. I’m being a good girl. -nods head-

Classes start Monday. I hope to drown myself in work so that I can get awesome grades this semester and have a distraction from the fact that Boy lives 2 hours away. I might start playing Diablo II more seriously…

I turn 21 in 16 days! WHOO! That’s exciting!

K, I’m done.

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